This film tells the heartfelt stories of several gay men, who have made entirely different choices about military service. Due to missing freedom of speech the young men are forced to hide their faces while exposing one of Turkeys biggest taboos. The humiliation includes psychological tests, anal examinations and the photo-graphical proof of gay sex. The impact on gay men's self-esteem becomes more than obvious, when one of the protagonists doubtfully asks: "Do you think I'm a real man?"